ABOUT

MY STORY

My journey to where I stand today has been less of a path and more of a labyrinth, marked by twists and turns. It’s a story of striving for perfection, relentless pursuit of achievement, and the quest for external validation that, for the longest time, I mistook as the markers of success.

For years, I chased accolades and accomplishments, believing that if I just pushed a little harder, did a bit more, and stretched myself further, I would finally find a place where I felt valued and fulfilled. Yet, I found myself chronically overqualified and underpaid, always giving more than I received, be it in my professional life or personal relationships.

It was a cycle that seemed endless – pushing my limits, showing up even when every fiber of my being screamed for rest. I was always the one who said ‘yes’ when I desperately wanted to say ‘no’. This relentless drive, fueled by a lack of self-esteem, led me down a road of anxiety, depression, and physical ailments. My body began to echo my mental state – joint pain, muscle weakness, and inflammation became my constant companions. I remember days filled with tears, not out of sadness, but out of confusion and exhaustion because I simply did not understand why life was pushing back so hard.

In every endeavor, I excelled, be it in dance, education, or wellness. But this skill was a double-edged sword; it stemmed from a deep-rooted need for external validation, a need to prove my worth through relentless achievement. It took years of introspection, combined with the healing practices of Ayurveda, yoga, and embracing my personal movement practices, for me to unravel this complex web.

The breakthrough came with understanding my own power and worth, independent of external accolades. I realized that my value doesn’t diminish because of someone’s inability to see it. It's been a journey of cultivating self-esteem from within, rather than seeking it from the outside world.

Today, as I stand before you, I am not just a survivor of burnout; I am a testament to the power of self-reflection, wellness, and the courage to confront one's own vulnerabilities. My experience has become my strength, and it is this strength I wish to share with you through Club Phoenix.